The lessons Free time is over and we start again with the regular classes, the only change is the classroom. So far so good and also the introduction to the subject after six weeks went well, I seem to understand the material better than I thought.
It was really nice to see all the faces again, to be back to "normal" people out of work, did it really well and is currently me a bit of an anchor in a stormy sea. At my workplace tensions accumulate meanwhile, until earlier this year, and for spring it went out anyway, but now the terror is entering a new dimension. Since the summer I am chronically tense and highly irritated, upset stomach, Muscle tension and mean fits of melancholy and anger are the result, my depression that I had in previous years, under control are back. I feel burn out in an environment of indifference slowly but surely. That, in my work ethic is not necessarily conducive goes without saying and I realize how I find it increasingly difficult to reach the daily target, even simple things that I otherwise usually so easily walked out of hand are now a strength.
I also seriously worried about my health and if not better, or I will not get away until next year I will have to take a trip to the doctor, is missing because slowly but surely, I simply force the whole thing sucked me out and I will continue to suck until nothing is left of me.
For this reason I use most of my energy trying to find a new job, now I check even offers temporary hike out of here. Get away from here, not at any price, but soon.
For this reason, the Wednesday evening, my personal views and light from there, I received unexpected help from another B vitamin, I received a job posting under my hand, I'll definitely try and do my best. At some point it must work, the alternative I dare not imagine.
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